Friday, April 9, 2010

Davourlim, Margao, Goa 8:22 p.m

"Paise ki pehchaan yahaan insaan ki keemath koi nahi,"
"Biwi behen maa beti na koi karta muhobbath koi nahi."
I like this song of Mr.Muhammed Rafi. Lots of truth in these lines. Money is everything for the people. People give more value to money than GOD. Then why they will give value to a poor human. Everybody is dying for money. Hunger is the greatest problem in this world. Thank God Water is free of cost. Atleast we can surive for 3 more days with that. But not a pure water(mineral water), that will cost.
Everybody is in the race of good life. Lot achieves it and lot not. Many are in the race of atleast gaining a two time roti to stay alive. Some get, some not. When people don’t get a good life or atleast a two time roti or shelter, they just blame on two things mostly, one is fate and another God. They never feel any kind of errors in their work. There must be something wrong in their working style, which is hindering his gain and achievements, even though he is working hard. But this statement is not true always, which I have realised atleast. People sometimes blame their fate, which I used to object, now I don’t do it. I say may be. Because its may be. Blaming fate is also not that false sometimes. It happenes with few. I sometimes put my self within those few. I have not even noticed the unproved facts of my works getting collapsed at the door steps just for a silly reason, but also the proved facts. Which is strange for me and for others who knows about it. I have left everything on God now. If he wish he will give me a good life and if he not, what can be done, its his wish. Along with myself I pray even for everyone, even though he is not giving me anything.
Forget about me, lets come to the point. I was talking about those money worshipers, house hold actors, hypocrats, selfish, mean, jealousy, narrow minded, cheap attitude, people, etc, calling themselves as parents, doesn’t know to treat with their younger ones, children etc. always imposing their unworthy harsh rules on them, and treating them worst than a servent, torchering their mind, being foolish, thinking that they are doing something good for them. This is not only proves their stupidity but also shows how much money oriented they are.
Forget about the parents, lets talk about the new generation feminine. Picking financially strong boyfriends, fiancies, husbands, and rejecting him, whenever they realize about his financiall loss.
Changing of colours depending on the circumstances is the born attitude of feminine. Its only I know, how much irrespection and teases I suffered from these type of feminine. Even there are circumstances, in which I have been asked strange stuff, as if they are unware about what I am aware about or I am unware about what they are aware about. Actors. Testing me? don’t do that. I don’t care. You have given enough to me. I don’t want more. Be happy with your new coming ones. And don’t worry and I don’t want to be “Kanta” in between ok? As I always say, “I am happy to see someone happy”.
Lot of prayes for everyone.
Salam
Zaheer

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